Guardian Entry 43: Lost And Alone... (Locked to Silver Dragon/Hinata Inn residents & from Hostiles)

[theguardianofair]

I want to remember everyone...you've all managed to visit me whenever you could, told me whatever you can about me-no matter if it's my personality, my cheerful nature whenever anyone needs a place to stay, what I do whenever I need time to myself...!

Speaking of which, that's where I'm at right now. I had to get out of my room; I couldn't stay there any longer, being reminded of what I've been through this month and not remembering it clearly...!

Being reminded, time after time again, whenever I think about...! (holds back sob) Why is my heart in so much pain...? (clicks on audio)

The faint scent of tears on my rain soaked cheeks
The warm look on the face of travelers…

The music from our childhood faintly echoes in the background
The memories I hopelessly try to remember wander aimlessly…

But with these tiny wings, launched by my dreams over distant oceans and skies
We'll soar together to a place where memories never fade…!

You light up the way for me in the darkness of night
Oh, that warm look on your face
I miss you so much...!





(light sobbing is heard)

Tatum...! (disconnects)

Comments

[tamer-of-water.livejournal.com]

Oh, Hay Lin...!

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

I hate not being able to remember anyone, Irma...! It's coming together a bit more but it's still difficult! It's frustrating to be doing something and not know why you're doing it in the first place.

I don't even know why we have these powers in the first place!

[tamer-of-water.livejournal.com]

Don't worry, it'll be okay... I know it will...! I--

Wait... our powers?! Oh, I'll hafta to talk to the others!

Trust me, Hay Lin! Everything'll be okay!

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...Thanks, Irma! I do trust you!

[sxy-sake-pirte.livejournal.com]

...

DAMN!

//Connection Lost

(OoC: Strikes unhackable)

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...?

[frelnce-plice.livejournal.com]

Now, don't you go giving up on us! We'll go to the ends of the Digital World to fix ya up!

Or, we'd just smash her head in with the Grotto Hammer DX!

Max, not now!

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...That's a weapon we use here, right?

[frelnce-plice.livejournal.com]

Yes, and it's one I'm making sure Max doesn't use around you or anyone ELSE!

Aw, you're no fun...!

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin...

...do you want to talk about it? Like, really talk about it?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I'm on the roof. I think I used to come up here to get away sometimes and think about stuff. I may have even come up here to reveal...personal feelings but I'm not sure.

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

...Listen, I...sort of know what you're going through. If you really do need to talk to someone, then...just say so.

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I wouldn't mind talking to someone right now!

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

I'll be right there. Promise.

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

...that...that song...

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...?

It just came to me...what's wrong, Sakura-chan?

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

That song...I...

It's nothing.

Who...is Tatum?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...Are you sure?

She's...important to me, but I don't remember how.


(OOC: Strikes visible to Sakura.)

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

Unless you happen to see a large feather with a heart design and glowing in your room, it's nothing.

...I'm sure you will!

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

If I see one, I'll be sure to tell you first!

Thanks, Sakura-chan! ^//^;

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

Secretly, if you could?

You're welcome, Hay Lin-chan.

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

Of course! It'll be between you and me! ^^

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin...

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...Tatum!

We've talked up here...spent time together, right?

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

Yes we have. We're close. Very close.

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

You mean, like...?

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

Um...

*blushes* Yeah. We're... together.

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...We're together? You and me? ^//^

If we're together, what about...?!


(OOC: Strikes aren't there.)

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

For several weeks we have been together. Even though you can't remember, sometime you will recall. Count on it.

What about who?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

Alright - I will! (light squeal of excitement)

...Ryoko. I remembered...that it didn't turn out well. Your first time meeting, I mean.

[locked from Ryoko]

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

Heh. At least your sound like yourself.

What did Ryoko say?

Re: [locked from Ryoko]

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...She basically told me a lot of what I've gone through so far, but didn't tell me anything about you. What I remembered, I saw in dreams while I was asleep or had daydreams when I was awake.

That's not even the worst part...!

Re: [locked from Ryoko]

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

What was the worst part?

Re: [locked from Ryoko]

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I shared a moment with her that I think...no, I wanted...to share with you!

(holds back tears, sniffles)

Re: [locked from Ryoko]

[green-chosen.livejournal.com]

I... see.

Listen Hay Lin, what happened wasn't your fault. If anyone is to blame it's Ryoko. She shouldn't have done that.

Re: [locked from Ryoko]

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...Thanks, Tatum.