If it means you guys won't repeat our mistake, then yes.
Irma got really upset with me 'cause I wanted to go search for Terra back in late January, and said I was obsessed. I didn't take too kindly to that and said that she was jealous. Things erupted into a huge fight, which was the sudden downpour of rain combined with the harsh winds you saw that day, and...
Irma accidentally hit me with a huge geyser-like attack, knocked me over the edge of the roof...and nearly killed me! All because she'd let her anger take over...!
I know how you're feeling right now, Hitomi...! You feel like you were betrayed by the person you gave your heart to, that they stabbed you mercilessly with a knife to the heart and even though you forgave them for it...
You still feel this red-hot fire boil up inside when you think about the one you love with that other person...! But, Sasami still loves you! She told you about it as soon as she could, didn't she? She wants to work this out with you Hitomi, but it can only work if you're willing to meet her halfway, talk things out without having it explode in a huge fight...and make up.
That will be the true test when it comes to your relationship...!
Hay-Lin, I KNOW all that. It's just... what you said.
I feel even worse knowing that if things were with me in Sasami's place she'd be more forgiven despite everything else that happened being the same. I KNOW that if the girl that ended up kissing her fell on me...
So, I'm not saying you'll stop feeling like this in just a few days; it'll take time for you to get over what happened. If you're not ready to talk with Sasami about it yet, you'll just need to occupy your time by doing other things until you feel ready!
We'll start up the Advanced Training session during lunch tomorrow, but we'll have to make do without your full powers at first. As you get better at it, then we'll see about activating the powers of the Heart.
Basically whenever Terra and I are mentioned in the same sentence, Irma's eyes narrow into this cute little glare and she focuses it on me if I'm anywhere near her~
Normally I'd take that as a sign that she's quite protective of me, but it means more than that if you know how to read her well enough!
Now, I'm not saying that Hitomi's gonna give you a cute glare of her own but I am saying that you'll need to talk with her about this and let her know that the kiss you shared with someone else doesn't mean anything...!
I ruined everything, Hay Lin-neesan...! Everything I worked so hard to gain, everything I fought so hard to win... it's gone! I know it is!
I'm a horrible person.
I just wish she knew how much I love her... how much I hate that what happened happened... and... and I'd give anything... ANYTHING... to take it back. I'd give up the Heart just to prove how much I love her...
(OoC: Strikes = Fail!Lock. Hitomi could probably hear this at this point...)
...Sasami Masaki Jurai-Lin! Listen to me and listen good:
You're NOT a horrible person! It was a mistake, and you didn't mean for it to happen! I've made tons of mistakes this past year and despite ALL of them, despite all the moments that happened, I'm surprised that Tatum's stuck with me this long!
And you're NOT giving up the Heart! Hitomi knows you love her, and if she could hear this I'm certain she wouldn't want you to give up the Heart, either!
[Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:47 am (UTC)Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:50 am (UTC)Up to hearing a short story about the carnage we caused a few months ago?
Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:52 am (UTC)Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:56 am (UTC)Irma got really upset with me 'cause I wanted to go search for Terra back in late January, and said I was obsessed. I didn't take too kindly to that and said that she was jealous. Things erupted into a huge fight, which was the sudden downpour of rain combined with the harsh winds you saw that day, and...
Irma accidentally hit me with a huge geyser-like attack, knocked me over the edge of the roof...and nearly killed me! All because she'd let her anger take over...!
Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:58 am (UTC)Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:04 am (UTC)You still feel this red-hot fire boil up inside when you think about the one you love with that other person...! But, Sasami still loves you! She told you about it as soon as she could, didn't she? She wants to work this out with you Hitomi, but it can only work if you're willing to meet her halfway, talk things out without having it explode in a huge fight...and make up.
That will be the true test when it comes to your relationship...!
Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:09 am (UTC)I feel even worse knowing that if things were with me in Sasami's place she'd be more forgiven despite everything else that happened being the same. I KNOW that if the girl that ended up kissing her fell on me...
Yet... I still feel like this.
Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:12 am (UTC)Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:14 am (UTC)Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:19 am (UTC)We'll start up the Advanced Training session during lunch tomorrow, but we'll have to make do without your full powers at first. As you get better at it, then we'll see about activating the powers of the Heart.
Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:25 am (UTC)[Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:49 am (UTC)She hate me! I know she does!
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:51 am (UTC)Honestly? It sounds like deja vu from a different viewpoint. I think she's jealous; just bring up Terra around Irma next time we meet up! ^^;
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:53 am (UTC)What do you mean?
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 04:59 am (UTC)Normally I'd take that as a sign that she's quite protective of me, but it means more than that if you know how to read her well enough!
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:01 am (UTC)She's like that...?!
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:07 am (UTC)Now, I'm not saying that Hitomi's gonna give you a cute glare of her own but I am saying that you'll need to talk with her about this and let her know that the kiss you shared with someone else doesn't mean anything...!
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:18 am (UTC)...
I ruined everything, Hay Lin-neesan...! Everything I worked so hard to gain, everything I fought so hard to win... it's gone! I know it is!
I'm a horrible person.
I just wish she knew how much I love her... how much I hate that what happened happened... and... and I'd give anything... ANYTHING... to take it back. I'd give up the Heart just to prove how much I love her...(OoC: Strikes = Fail!Lock. Hitomi could probably hear this at this point...)
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:21 am (UTC)You're NOT a horrible person! It was a mistake, and you didn't mean for it to happen! I've made tons of mistakes this past year and despite ALL of them, despite all the moments that happened, I'm surprised that Tatum's stuck with me this long!
And you're NOT giving up the Heart! Hitomi knows you love her, and if she could hear this I'm certain she wouldn't want you to give up the Heart, either!(OOC: Oh yeah...!)
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:25 am (UTC)I...
...have to talk to Hitomi...
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:22 am (UTC)Sasami-chan?
I... don't hate you. I...
... We need to finish this conversation in person.
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:27 am (UTC)Hitomi-chan...
...
...yes... yes, we do...
Re: [Audio, locked to Hay Lin]
Date: 2009-04-21 05:36 am (UTC)See you soon then.