Guardian Entry 109: B Is For Blame...! (Audio, Locked from Hostiles)

[theguardianofair]

Hay Lin? I know you wanted to get treated for those bruises you took to the stomach more than 24 hours ago, but I'm pretty sure that the pharmacy isn't on the roof!

It's not, Threepio! I just had to think for a while.

About?

...About how all of this-and especially what's happened recently-is my fault!

...Okay, I'm definitely sure that I didn't hear you correctly! What exactly is your fault?

YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! I don't think anyone would...!

Oh, my!

Comments

[tamer-of-water.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin? You okay?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...No Irma, I'm not! I know who's been behind all those attacks and Nigel being kidnapped, and if I'd gotten help when I promised that I would all this wouldn't have happened!

[Locked to Hay Lin]

[tamer-of-water.livejournal.com]

What?! You do?! W-Who? Who is it, so we can go and kick their--

--w-wait...

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin]

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...It's Mina! Originally I thought it was our Will since Ms. Vandom asked for her by name, but when she changed into her Guardian form I didn't change...!

[locked to Hay Lin]

[changelingdude.livejournal.com]

Um...did I miss something big again while I was in Neon?

Re: [locked to Hay Lin]

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...Don't worry about it, okay Beast Boy? Terra's well-being is more important that what happened to me.

Re: [locked to Hay Lin]

[changelingdude.livejournal.com]

Uh huh...no dice Hay Lin. You're important to me, you're my friend, what's wrong.

[hero-time.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin, what happened? How did you get hurt? And how is anything your fault?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I know who's behind the recent attacks, Ben! It's my fault 'cause...I could've helped out, and I didn't when it mattered the most!

(OOC: Strikes locked to Ben.)

[locked]

[hero-time.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin, I'm sure it's not your fault.

Do you need to talk in person?

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

Your- Hay Lin, what's wrong?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...We had some attacks that've happened recently, before we'd gotten you back Ashley...! And, I could've...I could've...I COULD'VE HELPED OUT WHEN IT MATTERED THE MOST ASHLEY, AND I DIDN'T!


(OOC: Strikes locked to Terra; smaller text are sobs.)

[Locked to Hay Lin]

[terra-who.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin, calm down - what do you mean?

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin-chan? What happened?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I know who's behind the attacks, Sakura-chan! I could've helped out and gotten this all taken care of sooner by talking with...your friend Dream Weaver, and I didn't...!

(OOC: Strikes locked to Sakura.)

[dreams-memory.livejournal.com]

...it's not your fault, Hay Lin-chan. Even if you did talk with Dream Weaver-san, she might not have found the person.

Who was it?

[kandrakar-heart.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin, what's wrong?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I know who's behind the attacks, Will...! I could've helped out when it mattered and saved the others from being hurt...!

[kandrakar-heart.livejournal.com]

Who is it?

[tooklevelbadass.livejournal.com]

... What's wrong?

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I know who's behind the attacks, Hitomi! I could've helped out when it mattered the most...but I didn't, and now...!

[tooklevelbadass.livejournal.com]

Who did it?

[undivided-earth.livejournal.com]

Hay Lin, whatever it is isn't your fault. You can't be everywhere at once.

[guardian-haylin.livejournal.com]

...I know Corny, but I could've at least tried to keep my promise-couldn't I? If we promise someone something important and then don't keep that promise...what does that say about us?!

[undivided-earth.livejournal.com]

It says we're human, Hay Lin. Sometimes, we just can't keep them.